I mean when you fall in love with someone, your whole world falls apart, you just can't get them out of your head, you just pass all your whole night thinking of them constantly and it kills even more when you see them walking by knowing you blew your chances with the LOVE OF YOUR LIFE ... I really don't know what to do, I'm feeling really down and it's hurting me inside. I prefer to keep it all locked up so no one around me can notice what i feel for you. I know. It is bad for me to keep things locked up inside, it plays with my mind, makes my feel useless but this is the way i have to carry this mistake, my mind is focused on one thing HIM and how life could be with this impossible love. I