"Your opinion of me doesn't define WHO I AM."
"Ive always been a screw up
Not having patience enough
Not being able to control my nafs
And without even realizing, hurt those nearest
Not my intention but ego overpowered when i desired but didnt recieve what i percieved to be the clearest
and though to get it i believed myself to be fearless,
it backlashed the very thing that was dearest. So desperate times called for desperate measures
but desperation led to believing in fantasies full of made up treasures
and again the same cycle repeated and me and my soul- we stood defeated,
impatience led to percieving a dirty window as the clearest,
and i know its my weakness being struck down agai