It takes a lifetime to realise many things ... and it takes many mistakes to realise the wrong things you do are actually wrong ...
I've had my fair share of ugliness and I'm just not like your other sweet guy ... I'm just the guy who is me, and if you don't like it ... I think I've given up caring.
Life's got both the good and the bad ... and the ugly in-between ... to know me is to accept all parts of me.