I'm trying to reconstruct my self... emotionally and mentally...I do not know how far I can make it...if I will ever find the old me..if I ever want her back?? so confused..dunno anymore.I guess I have to open new doors..try new things... understand myself better...and to love myself more than my love to others
Moreover, I like music... the tunes...... as David Lanz.. he takes me to a different world with his music...