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Vancouver, British Columbia

anak bos

i'm tired with all uncertainty..trembling and tumbling while searching for the right thing.. try so hard to be true to myself but in the end..i end up hurting everyone..and yet not knowing i'm half dead.. keep chasing for something that static..but still couldn't approach it.. the burden feel heavier each day went by.. try to be happy like everyone else..but still..i end up bluffing myself.. i'm bleeding over..non stop.. i'm dying..i know that mak and abah are the people i could rely on to.. but again..i search for something that never want to accept me.. i'm a fool..for fooling around and let myself bleed again and again.. so stupid... try to love a guy but end up hurting myself..