I fly
Solo in the clear blue sky
Only wishing
My head was clear enough
Only wondering
At those who flew next to me
Their ease
Their flow
I gaze at the stars
So still
So far
I wonder why they burn
As I burn inside
Charred remains
Of my black as soot heart
I gather them up
I bury them alone
A one man funeral
A single tear
Falls deep inside
The dark empty pit
I follow it in
Then gather myself up
And go back
From the dark warm grave
To the cruel cold world…