"I wish I could put all my thoughts in a jar. I think too much. Thinking too much causes me to over think and analyze things I don't want to deal with. I shut myself down and go to war with myself.I'm tired.I'm sick of being tired.I don't like who I am,but I have to live with it.I don't know what I'm doing.I'm sick of feeling sad.Sick of wanting things and people I can't have. I want to be at peace with myself for once.To be happy and think about things that don't send me over the edge."