When I was a chilld, I never spend my time to meditate, or any Buddhism activity. I hate the religion, and I against the Guatama Bhuddha. Until my experience at DhammaAbha- I attended in Vipassana meditation as taught by S.N. Goenka. It was an extraordinary experience- there is no "I". It cannot describe with any word, cannot define... And I would like to tell everybody that I found Dhamma, and the Guatama buddha.