I am evil. Yet evil is necessary to be kind. So is kindness evil only within select circles. I am a loner yet I reserve room for others to explore myself. I enjoy being alone for I am selfish yet without selfishness selflessness turns into communism where productive harsh competition withers. I value silence and embraces despair above all else but I am joking or... maybe I am half joking, maybe 2/3 joking, 0.1405375% joking? OR even not joking at all! Whichever part tickles your funny bone on laugh at it for through your laughter you believe in a believable truth or disregarded a dualistic chaotic reality.