human. imperfect. bipolar.
I'm Rian. I used to be so damn bad and mad with myself and the world. I have faced a lot of downfalls. A part of my life is actually a product of tragic moments which I admit have tried to cover with smiles. Also, I have lived my life through rules, commands and dictations.
During those times, I believed that things can be brought in a world and with the place people have envisioned for me. A world that can take me away from who really I am. IT'S ACTUALLY ABNORMAL to live that way...I never had time for reality checks!
I ended up losing myself, my world, my future,my heart, my soul, my passion, my ambition, my direction...
Its not easy to forget, forgive and