i'm not what I seem. I try to ignore other people's feelings towards me for the reason that I might hurt them with my words. I am very friendly. Yet I distance myself in a way that I can have my own personal space. I love life. I love having people around me. But I am very confrontational about stuffs. I smile even if I am in grief. I don't know how to cry. I am a person who can be as calm as a the summer weather even if underneath a lot is happening. I love to eat. I love to make others laugh. I live in the now and never in the then. I am who I am. Like water, I can be as still as I can be but raging as surge of the mighty river. I am who I am.