Fear, love and pain connects us all. I'm just like you, but raised differently, with a different set of morals and religion.
There is always something to improve, I'll never be satisfied with the result. I like the alternative so much more then the usual path people take. There is more to learn and more to experience. Remember there is not only one path to take, but thousands upon thousands and what ever you think is best at that point of time speaks for the rest of your life. An hour is never wasted, no it makes something better for what ever is important.