I don't think I ever know if I ever really want it
Could be why I’m never sure if I ever really got it
And I guess it's maybe easier not to think too much about it...
A house a car a family and friends
Yeah all it means to justify the ends
But sometimes... I wonder... In the back of my mind
Sometimes... I wonder... If I’m wasting all my time
Sometimes... I wonder... If I’m putting off my real life...
What I could've done
Where I could've been
When I should've gone
Why I should've seen
Who I would've loved
How I would've dreamed
And if it's always
Always too late...
I don't think I ever know that I ever really need it
Could be why I’m never sure that I ever really feel it
And I thin