I don't know why I feel like cassanova's last stand ( settling in to my ways) or minalik's ( i'm sure thats spelled wrong) unknown speech (very behind the scenes of a great event). Yes, things do slip past me but if you don't tell me I'll never know.
I have found that all of the realizations and revelations as you get older only come to the intelligent......I'm starting to understand that I don't have to feel anything in order to be apart of something bigger...I simply have to have FAITH.