God expects but one thing of me, and that is it should come out of myself in so far as I created, being made and let God be God in me. I am a big believer in the "mirror test." All that matters is if you can look in the mirror and honestly tell the person you see there, that you've done your best.
I never forget the struggle because I believe it is the struggle that counts whenever I can't get up I know that's one I should know to improve my skills and knowledge rather than being satisfied.