It's complex and you really don't wnna know but still, you may get an idea from this:
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone."
and if you still don't know
who said this...
too bad for you
-----------------------MySelf