Centuries have gone by & I’m still lost in spirals of sadness …..
I Cry for the unknown and fear the known …
I regret what I’ve done and fantasize what I fail to do…
I live for the love I never had, neglecting the affection I receive…
In conquest of conquering what is not destined for me…
I killed all that was only mine…
I always want what I never had, never looking at all that I had…
I overlook the beauties right in front of my eyes…
I search of those far beyond the horizons…
I’m everything and yet nothing, I understand the most just not myself…
Who am I? Its yet to decide