I did somewhat what people wanted me to do to "humble" myself(I knew how far I was willing to go for the sake of humbling myself for you but no farther),I humbled myself, started from zero (literally threw it ALL away), but did everything "since" on my OWN for MYSELF,regrets? Ya I have a few but I did what I needed to do and I did it for reasons no one will ever understand or accept. No one can say I didn't care because I cared more than anyone will ever give me credit for...