All of my friend call me "natan", my beast friend call me "natan", but thats all not enough. I hope, someday.. "she" can call me "love". I just can hope, because i just a normal people, i'm never perfect, all of my reach, is can't to got "her". I just can crying:'(.. I try to threw away my love to "her" because i don't want my heart is hurt again.. But, i can't do that because i too love "her".. If i forget my love to "her", its make me more hurt, i can't lie to my selves.. But sometimes.. God is answer my pray.. HE give me the true love, HE give me the perfect love. I think my perfect love is "her".. And actually, my perfect love is from MY JESUS, HE always love me, not like the people, and