nothing but ordinary...my life is chaotic, no one loves me, no one understands me, no one apprciates me...life sucks...damn it
no time to waste
everything is in haste
alone in this dark empty room
poisoned by the grounds odd fume
im losing my control
pain running through my flesh and soul
tracing the cold bars with my hands
searching for the answers i can't understand
it seems im born to lose
and so close to that hanging noose
seeing that man behind the mirror
makes him crave for death more and more
for death is his only silent sanctuary
in this world so cruel as it ever be
this might become a suicide note,
dont blame me, cause there's a man grinning behind the odd c