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Phoenix, Arizona

PLEASE RUSH THROUGH THE HOLIDAY SEASON i tried to go shopping the other day the HYPE of the season blew me away, sat down to write cards that was INSANE couldn't find the list or think of my name,People say "come over" be of GOOD cheer"CELEBRATE the holidays" Prepare 4 the New Year" but my GRIEF overwhelms me like the waves in the sea, can they cope w/my crying an UNSETTLED me? I don't have any Holiday cheer DECORATIONS, TRADITIONS, BIG FAMILY MEAL I CAN'T DO THIS YEAR do u know how I feel?