On one hand, I try to be a nice, friendly person, but I've never been able to keep up a friendship for more than a couple of years. They all, no matter how close, somehow fizzle out after a couple of years, tops. I'm uber-sensitive and have come to the conclusion that relationships have not been worth the pain. Perhaps that's a reason right there; people sense that about me. But, I can't change...I've always thought to myself "even Hitler had friends, so how bad can I be?"