can we forget my vices and get back to my virtues
"I don't know what I want, I am inconsistent, non-committal, passive; I like the indefinite, the boundless; I like continual uncertainty" (Gerhard Richter)
“But I don't want comfort. I want God, I want poetry, I want real danger, I want freedom, I want goodness. I want sin " (Billie Holiday)