all of my life i have worried about what people have thought about me... almost to the point where it made me think less of myself because i am not like the "other" girls. now as i am getting older and i am out of that scene i have begun to realize that those "other" girls don't matter. all that matters is what you think of yourself. the rumors that you hear about yourself that aren't true or what people say about you and when it comes back to you... you think where did they get that. in the end all it means that those "other" girls are just jealous. so be jealous, be envious, because in the end it doesn't matter what those "other" girls think.