In one word - Complicated(before this , it was confused, see if you can fiure out the connection)!!!
Recent events in my life have made me think more clearly about this. Finally , i am getting somewhere. I am complicated person and all i want in my life is to be simple and HAPPY. I am different things to differnet people . My friends have made me realize that, and i owe my life to them for this. I think too much about anything, . There are good things too : I am like a child, have sky high ideals, naive and a thinker . I am lazy and afraid of failures!!! No one is going to read this , and of those who do, most wont like it, but f*** it, i finally have some answer to the question first posed