I realy don't know, but i love this account:
"Sometimes I get myself thinking: how would I be if I was an ordinary person? By my impressions, I would never wish to be that. My life in this case would be completely different… so trivial… I surely wouldn’t be more than a stupid blond guy, completely regular, without any eccentricity to emphazise in this huge world of equal things. Maybe I wouldn’t feel the music and the poetry. Neither the loneliness… My abnormality, my eccentricity is the reason of my spirit’s plenitude. Without it I wouldn’t know true love and true pain. The greatest punishment we could wish to a person is him to be terrible normal!"
(Extracted of José Fá