What can I say, I'm a paradox personified. Calm, yet passionate; practical, yet romantic; cynical, yet so naive; kind, yet mean; the list goes a long way. I am by nature a defensive pessimist. I can deal with people nicely enough, but I tend to be a loner and I value solitude highly. And yes, you might notice it by now that I love to use English although my grammar sucks. I don't care what people think about me, I just live my life freely, cherish every moment of it, trying to find the true meaning in my life and I did it my way...Amen.