I'm not that kind of person who can just tell someone how I feel. I'm not that kind of person who can open up easily. I'm not that kind of person who can share all my secrets, not even with my closest friends. I want to b that person, but I'm not. I don't cry in front of people becus it makes me feel weak and vulnerable. I don't tell people that I like them becuz I'm scared of being rejected. I constantly blame myself for not being good enough. I wish I wasn't like this but I don't think I can change all these things.