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Kollam (Quilon), India

Sometimes I feel like an idiot for doing some of the things I do. Sitting here at night thinking about my life, or lack thereof. Lost in thought about peopleI wish were closer friends. I don't necessarily feel unhappy. The longer I sit here and think about it, the more lonely I feel. Why don't I just talk to my friends instead of writing it down? Well its a lot easier to just write, and it does help. I don't know if its just me, orif everyone goes through this. I cant shake the fact that I am alone. I see others walk by at work holding hands and I feel jealous of their happiness. I don't think its me, but why then do I not have anyone close to me in my life? Maybe it is me, maybe