still missing the half of my life since someone left me.. I ain't want anything I just wanted to tell how much my loss since I lost her.. and it is too much indeed.. returning myself from the pieces of broken glass that I knew that someone won't bother a time to pick and solve it.. ^^ hiding in the mask of smile that i must wear everyday to hide the pains which I've caused to myself.. how i wish that forever is over.. but it only gives a hangover.. this is the nightmare which ruined till the last piece and showered me the sadness.. I've felt when my love shattered like a glass..
now, lookin for a glimpse of dawn.. in the middle of the night.. i hate myself as much i hate who am i.. but i