happy-go-lucky and cranky is what all see me as who I am .
everyone has their own story so does I :)
walking at a path where no one has ever walk before, a route that is longer then anyone in the world . a white lie that cannot be disclose to HIM and will always be a secret .
i struggle, cried, breakdown, survive and this is where i am standing now. a choice where there no more U-turn in life because when the day you realise that you need to make a turn is all already too late .
telling myself that dont ever look at how the process but just what is the achievement at the end .
life there isn't just black or white there also grey . we call it the GREY AREA