/ http://www.slideshare.net/images/logo.gif / 際際滷Share feed for 際際滷shows by User: shonole https://cdn.slidesharecdn.com/profile-photo-shonole-48x48.jpg?cb=1523554912 I'm narcissistic, I'm pessimistic, I'm obsessive, I'm insecure. And I am so afraid of intimacy that every one of my relationships is a journey of self-sabotage that inevitably ends in a black vacuum of shattered expectations and despair.