I have a very good memory.
Most important, I can remember how I thought and viewed the world when I was a kid. This keeps me sane, and dangerous.
My mom says when I was a little kid I could get absorbed for hours in some little thing. Then I had to go to school, from which I am still recovering. As a kid I was into the paranormal, then around seventh grade I became a true believer in the objective mechanistic model of reality because it made me feel smarter than other people. Only in my mid-twenties did I get back into the paranormal. I've never had any kind of transcendent or religious experience, but I've had some good synchronicity. A friend once told me that I look at the world as if I'v