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i have repeated been made to realize how self centered and careless i am...... how i see life as a mere recreation....... how often i run away from my responsibilities...... in all, i have always been labeled as a non- serious carefree jerk....... All i say in reply is... Life forms illogical patterns. It is haphazard and full of beauties which I hope to catch as they fly by me. Giving priority to responsibility, i try to put my life into living. People judging me so have tried to read my mind rather than my heart, trying to read my face as i stand apart. But the tragedy of my life is not that it will end soon enough, its just that its taking an agonizingly long time to begin.