I've spent nights crying to fall asleep because I was so happy to sleep to the point where neither can close my eyes ...
I've loved who let me down, disappointed people who have loved me ...
I have spent hours in front of the mirror trying to figure out who I am...
I've had so sure of me ... the point of wanting to disappear ...
Already smiling wid tears of sadness, I've cried with laughter ...
I believed in people which was worthless, since I stopped believing, it really worth ...
I've had bouts of laughter when she could not ...
It felt a lot of missing someone, but she never said ...
I've Cried when I should shut up, shut up when I should scream ...
I've told jokes and more jokes