I am 32 years old and I don't really wanna be grown up. Thank God I have 2 beautiful little girls that I can be a kid with sometimes. Dad is the hardest job I have ever had and the only one I haven't wanted to quit. I have a very close family that I never truly appreciated until I had grown up, but I am glad they are still there. I have a few very close friends(Joe, Mikey, Brandi) who have probably saved my life more than once. I miss all the old friends I have lost contact with and the old neighborhood I grew up in and I wish my kids could have that same experience, but the times have changed and I don't think it can be the same. I like my job, I just wish it wasn't such a struggle t