I used to have one without the excess that is so strikingly like a chameleon. There is not anything special in me but the people closest always make me the most special. I don't have the happiness that others have but I've family that is so amazing that they want. And I'd be afraid of something if it exceeds my God, but it's impossible because nothing is beyond my God, so clearly I would say that I'm not afraid of anything other than the God. Thank Allah SWT.