Okay people, I guess its high time I tell you guys few things about me. To tell you the truth, I don't understand myself. I never think and do and neither do I think after doing. All I can say that, its better if you guys befriend with me and understand yourself. I hope it won't hurt anybody to give it a try. Last but not the least, all I conclude that I am "sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah I am smiling buy inside I am dying"