Im not the perfect Navy wife. The deployments sometimes get to me and there are times when nothing seems to go right when he is gone. I think about how wonderful it would be to have my sailor home all the time. there are times when he is home I push him away so it doesn't hurt so bad when he leaves again. at night i cry cause i can no longer handle trying to stay strong. There are times when i feel like walking away from this life I built, but when I stop and think about it I remember just how much I love my man and I am proud to be a Navy wife.