狠狠撸

I can't. I won't. I don't want you to suffer. I'll look as if I'm dead, but it won't be true. You will hear me laugh. More than you ever did before, because on one of those stars, I'll be laughing, but you won't know which one. So they'll all be laughing, all the stars. It will be like a bell that's hanging from every star in the sky. There now, that's all.