"You've got to understand, there's a better plan if you can open your eyes." Good Day To Die, by Exodus
I'm 18 and my eyes are still closed.
I inject some medicines through my toxic veins, hoping to open them.
This are some of the words on the medicines bottles: music in general. metal. classical. live concerts. philosofy. literature. maths. black. sun and sunglasses even on the rain. God. vinil records. coffee. obsession in moderation. cure.
When nothing of this works I use my S.O.S. box, which contains seven pills for the most extreme situations - in the box, it says "friends."