Do you know the real me
The one that is true
Or is the fake one all you see
The front I put on for you
People say I make them laugh
The truth is I only laugh on the outside
They say they know me, but only half
Because the tears inside I hide
Just when I let them get close
They run and turn their back
That's how it always goes
Usually right on track
But what pains me the most
Is the betrayal of those dear
Good friends turned to ghosts
All the good times disappear
Time after time I have conformed
Yet it doesn't matter what I do
For I must be uninformed
Of what it takes to be accepted by you
Many of those who claim to know me
Are those that I have helped along the