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Mumbai (Bombay), India

I lay on the ground crying holding my self together its amazing i can breathe but it hurts so good this hole in my chest gets bigger each day and the edges are raw i wrap my arms around myself so that i don't fall apart but its too much i reach for the razor my best friend tonight pull it up to my wrist have to do it right make a hard deep line down the length of my arm and sigh in relief as the pain comes I've been so numb since you went away but now I'll just be gone i wont scream from the dreams i wont cut any more i wont try to find something better you wont have to worry about me it'll finally be over forever