im still in the process of searching my identity
i keep on asking myself "who am i"
but still i fall on the same place
its very hard for me since i do not have true friends
who can comfort me and i can lean on...
i dont know what to do at this point in my life
so sorry to those i play on
its just that i am like this
need attention
seeking for love
too much insecurity
i just want to be accepted... :(
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the 19 years of my life were spent for the happiness of others
for the happiness of my family
but how about me??
am I happy??
seriously, No!!
i want to burst
i want to have an amnesia
i want to forget everything
especially the times tha