It's always complicated and hardly understandable, that you just fucked it and choosed wrong door, where's no way to come back and trying to fix something what can't be fixed, all this muss in your life, everything. You want say, that's everything has some reason why it's happend, but it's just bullshit and not appologize for all this shit you done, not at all. Maybe that's why sometimes you feel like something or someone is playing whit your life and all you can do is just buy some popcorn, take a seat and watching this fucking movie. But the best way how to deal whit it, is look in the mirror and say "Everything is up to you and you can do whatever you want to" ...
It's always complicated and hardly understandable, that you just fucked it and choosed wrong door, where's no way to come back and trying to fix something what can't be fixed, all this muss in your life, everything. You want say, that's everything has some reason why it's happend, but it's just bullshit and not appologize for all this shit you done, not at all. Maybe that's why sometimes you feel like something or someone is playing whit your life and all you can do is just buy some popcorn, take a seat and watching this fucking movie. But the best way how to deal whit it, is look in the mirror and say "Everything is up to you and you can do whatever you want to" ...
