I am content with what I have; this is true. I love my children and my wife; this is true. Anything that involves the act of creation is interesting to me; this is true. Im intensely spiritual, but also naturally contrary, making capital R religion something that is beyond my reach, or even my will (and whether youre Jesus, Buddha or Nietzsche, its all about will); this is true. The Golden Rule is the only rule; this is true. Unrelated: I worry that Im full of shit; this is true. I like to curse; this is true. I actually try to be quiet and not be too windy when I talk. I fail; this is true. I am afraid of abandonment; this is true. I have ceased contact with friends that I