Its got to do with love, with losing somebody you love, a part of you being torn away that youd do almost anything or believe anything to have returned to you. Its hope that someday youll see them again, that you can still feel them near you. Hope like that, as I thought before, doesnt make you a weak person. Its hopelessness that makes you weak. Hope makes you stronger, because it bring with it a sense of reason. Not a reason for how or why they were taken from you, but a reason for you to live. Because its a maybe. A maybe someday things wont always be this shit. And that maybe immediately makes the shittiness better.