the hardest part is not getting rejected,but left with no clear clue..do think now is the best time to open chances for others..maybe easier learn to love the one readily love us..erm never though that the 1st confession experience going to be this awkward,blur,unstable,becoming very creepy & psycho,being totally not me..haha everyone had their 1st time,i'm not a smooth person,perhaps very direct. now understand why experience is the best teacher..haha going to be a good and funny story to be told someday-how not to meet your mother,erm should start write script for the story.haha