The hate that I feel in my heart is real, But these are feelings that i don't want to feel. Please Allah help me to be strong, As i know feeling like this is wrong. You know the pain and anger that i feel in my heart. Please take it away, make it depart. i'm so tired and weary, these feelings i can't afford, i want to feel alive, i want to feel free, i want to be the best Muslimah that i can be. Please take this pain, throw it away. Please Allah forgive my anger, These feelings are from Shaitan, i'm in danger. Please calm my heart, calm my mind. Let me feel the peace that yearn to find...Thanks a lot Allah for hearing me out, and allowing me to take the right route.