I see myself as a huge fiery comet, a shooting star. Everyone stops, points up and gasps "Oh look at that!" Then- whoosh, and I'm gone...and they'll never see anything like it ever again... and they won't be able to forget me- ever.
Yes, I am insane. There are several competitive advantages to being a stark, raving lunatic. And every now and then, I have these terrible periods of boredom where I have to act normal like you.